Well I didn't have that great of a weekend. I got a little sick and to top it off my bones are aching. I tried to have Tita rub my legs but even a light rub hurt. I feel restless but yet I'm so tired. I can't get comfortable and everything bothers me; my head, my legs, my waiste, my pillows, etc. It's incredible what happens to your body when you are taking all this medication. The worst part is that I don't feel like talking to anyone or doing anythinig when I feel like this. I feel like a horrible person for not wanting to talk to anyone but I can't help it. It's almost like you don't even have the energy to tell people how you feel. I think of when Mario was sick and I understand now why he was always in a sour mood and didn't want to talk to us. Mario had pain from the cancer and from the chemo. I'm lucky I only have pain from the chemo. I'm hoping the worst is over and the next few days will be better. After all I have a delicious turkey meal to look forward to!
Pues no tuve una buen fin de semana. Me enferme y ademas de todo me duelen mucho los huesos. Tita trato de sobar mis piernas muy ligeramente pero hasta eso me dolio. Me siento agitada pero al mismo tiempo estoy muy cansada. No me puedo acomodar y todo me molesta; mi cabeza, mis piernas, mi cintura, mis almohadas. Es increible que le pasa a tu cuerpo cuando tomas estas medicinas. Lo peor es que no tengo ganas de platicar. Me siento como una person horrible por no quiero hablar con nadie. Se siente como que se toma mucha energia tener que decirle a las personas como me siento. Pienso en Mario. Pienso en cuando estaba enfermo y ahora entiendo porque algunas veces tenia un humor feo y no quieria hablar con nadie. Mario tenia dolor del cancer y del chemo. Fortunadamente yo solamente tengo dolor del chemo. Espero que lo feo ya ha pasado y los proximo dias seran mejor. Ademas tengo un pavo delicioso para mirar adelante!
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